Happy Mama's day

assalamualaikum..for me everyday is Mother's Day..because i feel my life is not complete when i do not call mom for a day and report everything i've done..and here my wish to my mom..

at nenek's home

Assalamualikum to my mom..

Happy Mama's day..i know you don't have Facebook,Twitter and stuffs..but i want people know that i love you really deep in my heart.. When i was young,you're strict mother and i know i went afould you and you scolded me,and i cried,and sometimes i want other's mom,who is kind hearted and never easily vent their anger..and i hate you, i went angry when you asked me to wake up early,you asked me to help you to do chores in the morning, cabut rumput and tanam bunga in front of our house,i was so scared if my friends passed by our house and look at me and they might say,"why don't u just ask ur Bibik do that for you?" how should i say? We don't have Bibik..when i asked mom,why we don't have one? Mom said," because Abah wants mom to do everything for him,that way to be an Isteri solehah for Abah,cook for him,wash his clothes with mom's hands".. then,i never asked her again..and i hate when mom asked me to be with my abang and adik to study from 2 p.m to 5.30 p.m while my neighbors were keep calling me to play 'bola katok' outside..and mom will keep scolding when it was 7 p.m to prepare for Solat Maghrib berjemaah with Abah but i still sticked on Tv to watch Shinchan and Doraemon... but Mom..thank you so much..when the time passes,i know why you did that.. we live together for 12 years fully,but then i left you for boarding school,and at home once a month,then i leave you again for medical school and come home once a year..i miss you..but i know,you're happy to see me at this stage.. and i really appreciated what you have done..everytime i come back home,i just smile when you're nagging because i miss your voice and because i love you mom.. thank you for everything =)



From: Kak Long

Days with Sweetheart

Assalamualaikum...like habitual...i'll look again and again my family member's pics when i miss them..

even i'm 20 years old now,still..easily got homesick.. i come from a very big,cheerful,crowd and loud family,No wonder i feel lonely whenever i'm alone here, stuck in foreign land..so,in order to overcome  my loneliness matter,i will call my mom once a day..but rarely with abah as abah is a kind of busy man..but i know,he trust me more than others and always passes his words to mom..and mom will tell me..

And i miss my Debab and Debok surely.. huhhhh..

You guys should be jealous on me,sure,you must!!

Having a pair of twins brother are  sooo much fun..Even sometimes their gestures irritating or annoying,haha...

Miss them so much..

My little babies,when we having a short trip and rest at a Demong Beach Resort..

and the day after,went to few shopping malls in Kelantan 

then, heading to Tok Wan's house..

and meet some other relatives which i haven't met for a year..

My Debok finished his breakfast with 5 glasses of juice..

Till the end,he could not open his eyes..

but half an hour later,don't suprise if he ask for foods again..

Thats how he grows up,my baby.

Found this Instax Mini Camera while wandering around mall..

Only RM200++

Mom and DAd...

Your daughter is growing to be a young lady,but you became older..

They,who raised me up...

Who lend their shoulders when i gave up or failed in my study, cheer me up, 

Friends for laugh and cries, and my BANKER as well..

Having a great time with siblings..

9 months to go...till i could play with them again..Aigoo...pogoshipputa...

Ma..nak balikkkk!!

Raya + Wedding

Assalamualikum..how's your raya?? Mine was great!! As i told before, my Abang Long will end his zaman  bujang with his own choice...Kak Rabitah Aminah but we call her KAK ALYA.. and know what?? This raya had really big difference from the past.. because the raya's mood  was mixed with wedding's day which held on the 4th & 5th day of Aidilfitri at Terengganu Equestrian Resort and at our home as well. ..HEre i got some pictures in the wedding's day 

but not as beautiful as our official photographers's pics..because i just used my Samsung Galaxy S11..

Beraya with pelamin at home..

Mom and dad were the happiest persons..

MAKLUM la..

this is their first daughter in law..=)

Our DEBAB preparing the gift bags for our guests..

At Masjid Sulatanah Zahirah..waiting for newly wed for akad NIKah..

The DAYANGS..Husniyah and Hidayah..

The chilli weather made our DEBOK mad..

J-zi's Family..

Setting for MAkan BERAdAB..

Dikir Barat performance 

and we also invited our guests who wanted to show their talents..

The future sister in law,InsyaAllah..

MasyaAllah,the kalimah of Allah written on the meat of our meals 

on the wedding's day..

Debab & Debok

Assalamualaikum..today,my older brother uploaded our twin's picture and i make an entry about it..hahaha..Don't you ever try to laugh..only me can do so!yeaahhhh,their stomach are sooooo amazing things i'd ever seen..and i love them so much(bcoz sometime they can be a soft,comfortable  and elastic pillow..haha .Once I looked at them, i feel like to fly home right away .I miss them so much..And i spent more than 5000 rubles for both of them,bags,pants,shirts and lots more..Because they are precious! Maybe peoples don't like "budak sihat" like them..but i am a big fan of them!! I'm not kidding.. I love kids who are chubby and sihat bcoz i could hug them with full arm..its sooo warm,and comfortable..

The left side is the manja one, ADIK AFIQ

and the right one is kind hearted,understanding, ABANG AFIF

The pic was taken at Tok Wan's house at KEruak,BEsut..There is a river behind them,that i used to play and make arts with the coloured stone on our faces ,konon2 pergi spa..dengan supupu sepapai..that river is the first attraction to our siblings,to visit the Village,then would be Tok wan.hehe..

This baby is too cute !!!

Love Never Says Sorry..

Assalamualaikum,moshi-moshi,hello, zdravsviteer..Its raining outside..Alhamdulillah..praise to Allah for  

gave us rahmat..The starting of day with rainfall hoping that my day will rained with rezeki from Him,InsyaAllah.."Love never says sorry"..What does it mean? yeaahh..Human created to be loved each other..Love to our creator,Allah SWT, Love to our Prophet,Nabi Muhammad SAW, love to our friends,lovers,to husbands and wifes for those have married and
the precious Love..Love to our Familes..

I watched "Sarangbi" movie  last night,to relief my tension as i've through hard days lately,with the exam that coming very soon..Sarangbi..is Love Rain..and make me feel want to write on my blog right now..the weather outside remind me to my beloved family whose very very  far from me.I miss my Abah and Ma..I miss my twin brothers,"Debab" and "Debok"..hehe..thats my brothers nickname as they are soooo chubby boys with huge tummy..bcoz they love to eat so much(just like me).Like brother like sister la...nasib baik kakak tak debab cam adik..hihi..When we're together,we always fight,especially when my mom cooked Ayam Goreng and they want the biggest one,so do I..but LOVe..melts my heart..even I hate them, and get jealous when they got everything from our parents but i love them so much..bcoz they are my babies in my heart..I got 8 siblings to be loved..But it is not hard to do so. If we fight,we'll be okay after few moments,even we don't say SORRY, but we become good friends again,laugh and fight again and continously  like that..and the moment i love soo much..when I opened my book and started to study,they took their books and came to me,and studied together but i don't like it bcoz they will ask me macam2..and i started to be like singa betina..marah2 bcoz i couldn't concentrated on my study..and they will tell to our mom,and my mom will scold back at me..and i was like..urggghhhh.nak tak nak,i've to be their teacher at home without paid..haha..but today..i just could teach them when we are skyping. I touched when my debabs could made their own english essay their own now..Oh my babies..you're growing..and i become older and older...owhhh..I miss them soo much..couldn't  wait for July..= ='

holidays without me at malaysia

Its school holiday n all my siblings gathered at home except me!  dunno what to say..Glad?? Absolutely not! Being in Moscow without my famili is sooo much pain..but thinking that i'm here for study medicine bcoz of Allah,could calm myself little bit. Sometimes i wonder why i choosed to be here,its far from family ,need to cook myself..fuhh..i really miss my mom's cook.. The sambal petai ikan bilis made by daddy sooo delicious.. somebody might say, PETAi?? yarrkksss..buSuK nye!! who cares??.. i like it so much.. whoever wanna marry me, i will force him to eat petai with me when we have dinner..haha (evil laugh). juz kidding honey..;)..Hmm.. i think i should stop here,since talking about makanan kampung make me even miss my famili.. bye